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seandainya aku bisa menjawab pertanyaanmu. aku hanya pendam jawabanku dengan membiaskan senyuman yang mungkin tidak ada artinya bagimu. maafkan aku jika aku tidak bisa memenuhi permintaanmu sepenuhnya. tulus apa yang kuberikan padamu, segala perhatianku ku tunjukkan padamu walau aku harus terjatuh dan bangkit kembali. bagiku sudah sepantasnya aku berbuat begitu. tidak ada pahit yang ku rasakan ketika kau bertanya mengapa. memang aku tidak sempurna bagi orang sepertimu, aku terlalu perhitungan dalam permasalahan ini. seperti ada sebuah dinding yang tinggi mengahalangi tempatmu dan tempatku, aku harus memanjatnya dan menuruninya. aku lewati itu seberapa susahnya itu, aku tidak peduli seberapa hancurnya aku nanti yang penting buatku just remember i will always be there for you

i'm just try to be the best in your eyes

i know we don't see each other for a long time. but somehow i am just afraid if you're not the same guy as i met yesterday. that's my biggest fear that makes me sick. and i know you miss me so much and so do i. i may always messed up our relationship with a million reasons that i tell to you when we want to go somewhere or just meet for release our lost. i would like to be as your wish but how? it feels there is a huge wall stood up in front of my face. i need to climb up hardly to and when i reach the top i need to climb down carefully and go to see you in hurry. i'm tired, i hope you can understand what my problem is. i knew i was not perfect as you want me to be, i'm just trying to be the best in your eyes to fulfill your desire.

:)

bagaikan melihat cermin retak seribu

mungkin memang perempuan lebih lemah. mungkin memang perempuan tidak sekuat lelaki. tapi perempuan memiliki perasaan yang lebih peka dari lelaki. tidak bisa diungkiri memang jika wanita yang selalu disakiti. perempuan hanya bisa mengalah jika melihat lelaki yang ia cinta memilih orang lain. karena memang perempuan tidak mempunyai tuntutan seperti itu. terutama ketika lelaki itu berubah. tidak seberkas pun titik cahaya yang dapat dirasakan oleh kita seperti yang ia berikan kepada kita dulu. semua telah jauh berbeda. telah jauh untuk dicapai. hanya sekedar angan-angan yang ditinggalakan. dan kenangan masa lalu lah yang selalu menemani kita sebagai perempuan. sama halnya bagaikan melihat cermin retak seribu :(

Dexter

Dexter is an American television drama series that airs on Showtime. It debuted on October 1, 2006, and filming has begun on the fifth season, due to begin airing on September 26, 2010. Set in Miami, the show centers on Dexter Morgan (Michael C. Hall), a blood spatter-pattern analyst for the Miami Metro Police Department, who moonlights as a serial killer. The show's first season was loosely based on the novel Darkly Dreaming Dexter by Jeff Lindsay, the first of his series of Dexter novels. Subsequent seasons have evolved independently of Lindsay's works. It was adapted for television by screenwriter James Manos, Jr., who wrote the pilot episode.

Dexter operates his killing around "The Code of Harry", a body of ethics and procedures devised by his adoptive father Harry (who was a Miami cop) to make sure Dexter never gets caught and ensure that Dexter only kills other killers. Harry also trained Dexter in how to interact convincingly with other people, despite being a psychopath, since the murder of his biological mother, Laura Moser, did in fact turn Dexter into a serial killer. As an adult, Dexter has largely escaped suspicion (with some exceptions) by being genial and generous and maintaining generally superficial relationships. However, his attachment to his sister Deb, his significant other Rita, his stepchildren and (later) his biological son have all complicated his duplicitous lifestyle while making him question his need to kill.

In February 2008, edited reruns began to air on CBS. The series has enjoyed wide critical acclaim and popularity. Season 4 aired its season finale on December 13, 2009 to a record-breaking audience of 2.6 million viewers, making it the most-watched original series episode ever on Showtime. Michael C. Hall has won several awards for his portrayal of Dexter, including a Golden Globe.

bugemm ooh bugemm

dimulai lagi BUGEMM PERIOD 3. *jeng jeng jeng
laaah, belum ada ilham mau konsul judul apa.
untung-untung pembina nih SIR USMAN SAHAB. *abi nya galaksi
hahaha :D
AAAAAAARGH.
jangan aja kea bugemm puteran kemaren.
PEMBINA SELUUU. PENGUJI NAUZUBILLAH.
belum lagi ANAK-ANAK SEPENGUJI MASYAALLAH.
tobat ampun dem.
-,-
semoga BUGEMM kali ini bagus semua PENGUJI sm PEMBIMBING.
amiiiiin

The Hard Times of RJ Berger

The Hard Times of RJ Berger is an American television comedy series created by David Katzenberg and Seth Grahame-Smith for MTV. The show's central character is RJ Berger (Paul Iacono), an unpopular sophomore at the fictional Pinkerton High School in Ohio. Berger's two best friends are Miles Jenner (Jareb Dauplaise), whose ambitions for popularity cause him to clash with Berger, and Lily Miran (Kara Taitz), who has been lusting after Berger for several years. Berger's love interest is Jenny Swanson (Amber Lancaster), a "girl next door" who is involved with Max Owens (Jayson Blair), a popular jock and bully. The show is presented as a coming of age story and has been described by Katzenberg and Grahame-Smith as a blend of the television series The Wonder Years and the film Superbad. The pilot episode premiered on June 6, 2010, and the first season of 12 episodes concluded August 23, 2010. MTV renewed the series for a second season to air in 2011.

i beg please

god please don't make this come true.
you know how many tears will spread out.
don't make this difficult god.
enough for all this pain that come toward me.
please just enough.
i don't want we split out.
i beg you please don't make me cry anymore.

:'(