Craig David - Rise and Fall

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall (x2)

I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before me go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,
Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

I never used to be a troublemaker,
Now I don't even wanna please the fans,
No autographs,
No interviews,
No pictures,
And less demands,
Given advice that was clearly wrong,
The type that seems to make me feel so right,
But some things you may find can take over your life,
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,
I should have learnt,
From all those times I didn't walk away,
When I knew that it was best to go,
Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart,

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

Now I know,
I made mistakes,
Think I don't care,
But you don't realise what this means to me,
So let me have,
Just one more chance,
I'm not the man I used to be,
Used to beeeeeeeeeee

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall (x4)

i miss you so much

well then, tonight, i miss you so badly.
i'm off for what am i going to do here.
i'm totally desperately because of you were gone away.
i don't know where am i supposed to ask, to give some information where you are.
from yesterday that you have been disappear and now you still yeah i could say "vanished".
my text messages that you didn't reply.
i just want you to know, now i got have so much desperately because of you.
so what am i need now is YOU.
no more no less.

kenapa kamu menghilang

kamu tau, bulan ini buat yang bener-bener menyenangkan buat aku?
terus kutunggu jawaban dari kamu buat hanya sekedar menanyakan dimana kamu.
tapi nyatanya menit-menit terbuang buat nungguin jawaban dari kamu.
mungkin memang kita terpisah jauh.
mungkin memang kalau aku nggak bisa nepatin apa yang kamu.
mungkin memang sekarang aku nggak tau kamu dimana.
tapi satu yang harus kamu tau, aku nggak bakal lepasin komitmen yang udah kita buat.

karena sekali berjanji, janji itu harus dibayar sampai mati
itu yang kamu ajarin buat aku.

Sebulaaaan lagi!!

Officially One Month.
At 01.00 pm.
Located in My House.

SPECIAL TIME THAT I CAN'T WAIT OFF

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seandainya aku bisa menjawab pertanyaanmu. aku hanya pendam jawabanku dengan membiaskan senyuman yang mungkin tidak ada artinya bagimu. maafkan aku jika aku tidak bisa memenuhi permintaanmu sepenuhnya. tulus apa yang kuberikan padamu, segala perhatianku ku tunjukkan padamu walau aku harus terjatuh dan bangkit kembali. bagiku sudah sepantasnya aku berbuat begitu. tidak ada pahit yang ku rasakan ketika kau bertanya mengapa. memang aku tidak sempurna bagi orang sepertimu, aku terlalu perhitungan dalam permasalahan ini. seperti ada sebuah dinding yang tinggi mengahalangi tempatmu dan tempatku, aku harus memanjatnya dan menuruninya. aku lewati itu seberapa susahnya itu, aku tidak peduli seberapa hancurnya aku nanti yang penting buatku just remember i will always be there for you

i'm just try to be the best in your eyes

i know we don't see each other for a long time. but somehow i am just afraid if you're not the same guy as i met yesterday. that's my biggest fear that makes me sick. and i know you miss me so much and so do i. i may always messed up our relationship with a million reasons that i tell to you when we want to go somewhere or just meet for release our lost. i would like to be as your wish but how? it feels there is a huge wall stood up in front of my face. i need to climb up hardly to and when i reach the top i need to climb down carefully and go to see you in hurry. i'm tired, i hope you can understand what my problem is. i knew i was not perfect as you want me to be, i'm just trying to be the best in your eyes to fulfill your desire.

:)

bagaikan melihat cermin retak seribu

mungkin memang perempuan lebih lemah. mungkin memang perempuan tidak sekuat lelaki. tapi perempuan memiliki perasaan yang lebih peka dari lelaki. tidak bisa diungkiri memang jika wanita yang selalu disakiti. perempuan hanya bisa mengalah jika melihat lelaki yang ia cinta memilih orang lain. karena memang perempuan tidak mempunyai tuntutan seperti itu. terutama ketika lelaki itu berubah. tidak seberkas pun titik cahaya yang dapat dirasakan oleh kita seperti yang ia berikan kepada kita dulu. semua telah jauh berbeda. telah jauh untuk dicapai. hanya sekedar angan-angan yang ditinggalakan. dan kenangan masa lalu lah yang selalu menemani kita sebagai perempuan. sama halnya bagaikan melihat cermin retak seribu :(