oktober hitam putih :')

1. seminggu yang lalu, hari yang berat buat kita
   
2. lima hari yang lalu, sudah 5 tahun lewat
   
3. hari ini selesai semua permainan yang memberatkan kepala
4. besok adalah akhir dari evaluasi belajar selama 3 bulan sekolah
5. lima hari lagi hari yang cuma bisa dikenang
6. 12 hari lagi yeeeey it's time to kick some fun
7. 16 hari lagi say goodbye to october, see you next year on 2011

i miss you so much *part 2

jujur, selama ini masih aja bayang-bayang dia di pikiran gw. bayang-bayang yang selalu menampakkan masa-masa lalu yang udah gw lewatin. jujur, masih gw sayang dan gw nyesel kenapa semua harus terjadi. kalau dibahas baik-baik pasti nggak serumit ini masalahnya. dan akhirnya gw merasa kehilangan sendiri. sekarang gw kangen kangen kangen kangeeeeen sama apa yang udah terjadi selama ini. nggak bakal bisa ngelupainnya, apalagi buat ngebayanginnya. gw pengen balik lagi ke masa-masa itu.

AND ONE OF THE MOST, I MISS KENN LAZUARDHI SYARNUBI SO MUCH :'(

Sky Sailing - Brielle

There’s a handwritten note pressed in the door of her screened in porch
And I am sailing away recalling that day miles from shore
She was still wearing white and robins egg blue, her grandmother’s dress
When I left home early this year, how I won’t appear is anyone’s guess
When the new sites grow old and I start to feel cold I’ll sail home again

Goodbye Brielle
Only seasons can tell
Of the sweet dreams that we knew so well
I’ll see you around our dear ocean town
The frozen days we set ablaze
Sent me drifting away
Like a butterfly I floated by
And now I’m alone
I wish I knew when I’ll be back again
So until then I wish you well
My dear Brielle

Skipping over the sand, cobblestone paths that wind through the trees
Breathing the sweet ocean air makes a shy boy aware that he could be free
When the new sites grow old and I start to feel cold, I’ll sail home again

Goodbye Brielle
Only seasons can tell
Of the sweet dreams that we knew so well
I’ll see you around our dear ocean town
The frozen days we set ablaze
Sent me drifting away
Like a butterfly I floated by
And now I’m alone
I wish I knew when I’ll be back again
So until then I wish you well
So until then I wish you well
For the time being farewell
My dear brielle

Ronan Keating - Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you,
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
And sooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And you cant fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of the truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,
Cause I dont think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.
I just want you to know who I am.

JADWAL UTS DAN PENGAWASNYA

UTS

1. SENIN-------> mtk, sejarah
   
2. SELASA------> kwg, tik, bahasa jepang
   
3. RABU--------> biologi, mulok
   
4. KAMIS-------> kimia, bahasa inggris
   
5. JUMAT------> fisika, agama
   
6. SABTU ------> bahasa indonesia, penjas

PENGAWAS

1. SENIN-------> Noli Wibowo, Bambang Sadat
   
2. SELASA------> Abdul Kohar, Arpin, Fikha Pristidiarmi
   
3. RABU--------> Usman, Yudi Saroso
   
4. KAMIS-------> Reni Siska Hertati, Abdul Kohar
   
5. JUMAT------> Widya Grantina, Abdul Kohar
   
6. SABTU ------> Abdul Kohar, Endang Iswani
   

terima kasih

GOODBYE AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH
will miss you then Kenn Lazuardhi Syarnubi
hope we will meet again, someday

HAL YANG MESTI KAMU TAU

gw nggak mudah nangis.
gw nggak mudah nyerah.
gw bukan cewek manja.
gw nggak bisa biarin masalah didepan gw, ngalangin gw.
gw memang nggak sempurna.
tapi, gw berusaha jadi buat lebih sempurna.

crawling-standing-walking-running-jumping-flying so high
that's what you teach on me

you are my best friend

hei, aku ngucapin terima kasih baut kamu.
kamu selalu ada buat aku.
lebih awal daripada matahri terbit dan lebih lambat ketika malam datang.
selama ini kamu yang selalu menjaga aku.
pada saat aku menangis kamu yg membuatku tertawa.
pada saat aku kesakitan kamu yg mencari obatnya.
ketika kita bemain bersama, tidak ada satu halpun yang dapat mengekang kita.
ketika kita kecil, kamu dan aku bermain dikelilingi indahnya masa anak-anak.
saat remaja, kamu mulai mengajariku bagaimana rasa mencintai dan dicintai.
dan saat dewasa tiada hentinya kamu terus mendukungku untuk menoreh ke masa yang lebih indah.
terima kasih ya, kamu selalu yang ada dalam hati aku dari yang pertama hingga untuk yang terakhir kali.

:)

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Craig David - Rise and Fall

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall (x2)

I always said that I was gonna make it,
Now it's plain for everyone to see,
But this game I'm in don't take no prisoners,
Just casualties,
I know that everything is gonna change,
Even the friends I knew before me go,
But this dream is the life I've been searching for,
Started believing that I was the greatest,
My life was never gonna be the same,
Cause with the money came a different status,
That's when things change,
Now I'm too concerned with all the things I own,
Blinded by all the pretty girls I see,
I'm beginning to lose my integrity

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

I never used to be a troublemaker,
Now I don't even wanna please the fans,
No autographs,
No interviews,
No pictures,
And less demands,
Given advice that was clearly wrong,
The type that seems to make me feel so right,
But some things you may find can take over your life,
Burnt all my bridges now I've run out of places,
And there's nowhere left for me to turn,
Been caught in comprimising situations,
I should have learnt,
From all those times I didn't walk away,
When I knew that it was best to go,
Is it too late to show you the shape of my heart,

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall

Now I know,
I made mistakes,
Think I don't care,
But you don't realise what this means to me,
So let me have,
Just one more chance,
I'm not the man I used to be,
Used to beeeeeeeeeee

Sometimes in life you feel the fight is over,
And it seems as though the writings on the wall,
Superstar you finally made it,
But once your picture becomes tainted,
It's what they call,
The rise and fall (x4)

i miss you so much

well then, tonight, i miss you so badly.
i'm off for what am i going to do here.
i'm totally desperately because of you were gone away.
i don't know where am i supposed to ask, to give some information where you are.
from yesterday that you have been disappear and now you still yeah i could say "vanished".
my text messages that you didn't reply.
i just want you to know, now i got have so much desperately because of you.
so what am i need now is YOU.
no more no less.

kenapa kamu menghilang

kamu tau, bulan ini buat yang bener-bener menyenangkan buat aku?
terus kutunggu jawaban dari kamu buat hanya sekedar menanyakan dimana kamu.
tapi nyatanya menit-menit terbuang buat nungguin jawaban dari kamu.
mungkin memang kita terpisah jauh.
mungkin memang kalau aku nggak bisa nepatin apa yang kamu.
mungkin memang sekarang aku nggak tau kamu dimana.
tapi satu yang harus kamu tau, aku nggak bakal lepasin komitmen yang udah kita buat.

karena sekali berjanji, janji itu harus dibayar sampai mati
itu yang kamu ajarin buat aku.